Failed Seekers
A couple of months ago, a friend of mine shot a policeman and a security guard.
It's odd to write that. It makes me seem more dangerous than I am, so I should probably be a little clearer. Will Morva and I weren't best buddies, or anything like that. In fact, we hadn't even talked to each other in about a year or so. Still, he spent a Christmas with my family, and he and I would shoot the shit whenever we saw each other, so...yeah, Will was my friend.
The Will I knew was a dreamy, flaky, head-in-the-clouds kind of guy. Whenever I wandered through downtown Blacksburg, I'd generally find him outside Bollo's Cafe or Souvlaki's, sipping a cup of coffee and reading a book. We might sit and talk; he'd tell me about whatever idea he was exploring, and I'd tell him about school. He'd ask about my sister, who he went to school with, and we'd catch up.
For the last few years, Will experimented with living outside the capitalist system. For him, this meant not signing a lease, getting a regular job, or owning property. He'd stay with friends for a while, moving from couch to couch. Sometimes, he'd camp out for extended stretches of time. Meanwhile, he'd read obsessively--his particular interest was native american culture. He'd try out different odd ideas, like not wearing shoes or only owning one shirt. Generally, he tried to live his life like an experiment, avoiding the pre-chosen list of traits that define "normalcy."
I think Will tried college, but the structure chafed at him. Over time, so did his attempt at living outside capitalism. He discovered that it is almost impossible to live under the radar for extended periods. He ended up borrowing lots of money. In an attempt to pay up, he tried to rob a convenience store in the summer of 2005.
The robbery attempt was one of the stupidest things I've ever heard of. First off, he and a friend decided to rob the store with a rifle and a shotgun. Frankly, the idea of reaching across a counter to collect money while holding a long-barrelled rifle on someone is a little bit beyond my imagination. I guess that Will planned on having his accomplice grab the money while he held the rifle on the clerk, but even that strikes me as a little stupid. Maybe it could have worked, but I don't think so.
Will's second mistake was showing up at the convenience store after it closed. Apparently, the clerk was cleaning up shop for the night when his would-be robbers knocked on the door. Noticing that they were wearing ski masks and black clothes and holding guns, the clerk decided not to let them in. They, apparently, knocked with increasing intensity while the clerk called the police. Everything about the robbery was amateurish, bordering on almost slapstick. In fact, if I tried, I couldn't design a crime that better demonstrated Will's flaky mentality. Simply put, the guy just wasn't cut out to be a criminal.
Will was caught in a field nearby. He was arrested, arraigned, and jailed in the Montgomery County Courthouse pending his trial.
A year after his robbery, Will still hadn't gone to trial. One day, he complained to his jailers about pains in his wrist and ankle. He claimed that he'd sprained them falling out of bed. The police quickly arranged to take him to a nearby hospital; because of his injuries, they didn't give him ankle chains or tight handcuffs. Once at the hospital, he asked to go to the bathroom, where he tore a toilet paper dispenser out of the wall. He subsequently used the dispenser to knock his police escort out. He then grabbed the policeman's gun and handcuff keys. He freed himself and fled the hospital. In the course of his escape, he shot a hospital guard, who subsequently died.
Will spent most of the next day hiding out on the Huckleberry trail, a 5.75-mile path that leads from Virginia Tech to the New River Valley Mall in Christiansburg. At one point, a Sheriff's deputy, Eric Sutphin, attempted to detain him. Will shot the deputy and fled. Later that day, searchers found him hiding in a patch of weeds. They arrested him and returned him to jail, where he has since been tried and found guilty for the original robbery, and is currently awaiting trial for his escape and the subsequent murders. In Virginia, Will's crimes are capital offenses, and he will probably be executed.
For me, the most incredible thing about all of this was watching the transition of my friend from a gentle, goofy dreamer into a double murderer. I'd like to believe that Will was insane, partially because it's pretty much the only thing that can save his life now, but I have to face the fact that Will's escape attempt shows a lot of calculation and cunning. No, the truth of the matter is that my friend is gone. I realized this when I went out to get some groceries during the manhunt. My sister and my daughter were napping in the basement, and I checked the locks on the doors before I left. I never do this. As I drove to the store, I realized that I was afraid that Will would stumble across our house and take my sister and daughter hostage. Somehow, I'd crossed the threshold from concern to fear.
To Be Continued
It's odd to write that. It makes me seem more dangerous than I am, so I should probably be a little clearer. Will Morva and I weren't best buddies, or anything like that. In fact, we hadn't even talked to each other in about a year or so. Still, he spent a Christmas with my family, and he and I would shoot the shit whenever we saw each other, so...yeah, Will was my friend.
The Will I knew was a dreamy, flaky, head-in-the-clouds kind of guy. Whenever I wandered through downtown Blacksburg, I'd generally find him outside Bollo's Cafe or Souvlaki's, sipping a cup of coffee and reading a book. We might sit and talk; he'd tell me about whatever idea he was exploring, and I'd tell him about school. He'd ask about my sister, who he went to school with, and we'd catch up.
For the last few years, Will experimented with living outside the capitalist system. For him, this meant not signing a lease, getting a regular job, or owning property. He'd stay with friends for a while, moving from couch to couch. Sometimes, he'd camp out for extended stretches of time. Meanwhile, he'd read obsessively--his particular interest was native american culture. He'd try out different odd ideas, like not wearing shoes or only owning one shirt. Generally, he tried to live his life like an experiment, avoiding the pre-chosen list of traits that define "normalcy."
I think Will tried college, but the structure chafed at him. Over time, so did his attempt at living outside capitalism. He discovered that it is almost impossible to live under the radar for extended periods. He ended up borrowing lots of money. In an attempt to pay up, he tried to rob a convenience store in the summer of 2005.
The robbery attempt was one of the stupidest things I've ever heard of. First off, he and a friend decided to rob the store with a rifle and a shotgun. Frankly, the idea of reaching across a counter to collect money while holding a long-barrelled rifle on someone is a little bit beyond my imagination. I guess that Will planned on having his accomplice grab the money while he held the rifle on the clerk, but even that strikes me as a little stupid. Maybe it could have worked, but I don't think so.
Will's second mistake was showing up at the convenience store after it closed. Apparently, the clerk was cleaning up shop for the night when his would-be robbers knocked on the door. Noticing that they were wearing ski masks and black clothes and holding guns, the clerk decided not to let them in. They, apparently, knocked with increasing intensity while the clerk called the police. Everything about the robbery was amateurish, bordering on almost slapstick. In fact, if I tried, I couldn't design a crime that better demonstrated Will's flaky mentality. Simply put, the guy just wasn't cut out to be a criminal.
Will was caught in a field nearby. He was arrested, arraigned, and jailed in the Montgomery County Courthouse pending his trial.
A year after his robbery, Will still hadn't gone to trial. One day, he complained to his jailers about pains in his wrist and ankle. He claimed that he'd sprained them falling out of bed. The police quickly arranged to take him to a nearby hospital; because of his injuries, they didn't give him ankle chains or tight handcuffs. Once at the hospital, he asked to go to the bathroom, where he tore a toilet paper dispenser out of the wall. He subsequently used the dispenser to knock his police escort out. He then grabbed the policeman's gun and handcuff keys. He freed himself and fled the hospital. In the course of his escape, he shot a hospital guard, who subsequently died.
Will spent most of the next day hiding out on the Huckleberry trail, a 5.75-mile path that leads from Virginia Tech to the New River Valley Mall in Christiansburg. At one point, a Sheriff's deputy, Eric Sutphin, attempted to detain him. Will shot the deputy and fled. Later that day, searchers found him hiding in a patch of weeds. They arrested him and returned him to jail, where he has since been tried and found guilty for the original robbery, and is currently awaiting trial for his escape and the subsequent murders. In Virginia, Will's crimes are capital offenses, and he will probably be executed.
For me, the most incredible thing about all of this was watching the transition of my friend from a gentle, goofy dreamer into a double murderer. I'd like to believe that Will was insane, partially because it's pretty much the only thing that can save his life now, but I have to face the fact that Will's escape attempt shows a lot of calculation and cunning. No, the truth of the matter is that my friend is gone. I realized this when I went out to get some groceries during the manhunt. My sister and my daughter were napping in the basement, and I checked the locks on the doors before I left. I never do this. As I drove to the store, I realized that I was afraid that Will would stumble across our house and take my sister and daughter hostage. Somehow, I'd crossed the threshold from concern to fear.
To Be Continued
12 Comments:
I knew a guy that shot a convenience store employee for a small amount of cash. I dated his younger brother when we were kids.
I remember it being so surreal to think that this was the same guy that used to organize games for all the neighborhood kids to play.
By mist1, At October 27, 2006 at 3:03 PM
Mist1-
I know--it's amazing when your context shifts so quickly. Somebody was one thing, and now he's something completely different.
By Crankster, At October 27, 2006 at 6:47 PM
That's wild! (and a shame too);-(
Peace
(btw, thanks for the link to lileks....i'm still exploring it and laughing!!)
By Anonymous, At October 27, 2006 at 9:11 PM
Yeah, the SIL and I were talking about something similar the other day... well, actually when we saw a full on bearded lady in Wal-Mart.
She was holding the kid and we were both sitting there like... wow, that bearded lady was probably somewhat cute at some point in her life... her mother loved her and thought she was the most beautiful thing on the planet... and now she's got a full beard and is wheeling around Wally in a scooter because she's too fat to walk.
Somewhat sobering.
By misanthropster, At October 27, 2006 at 9:52 PM
I appreciate the emotions this must have stirred writing this piece. Very scary indeed. Thank you for sharing it so well.
I was just as impressed by a lot of the other pieces you have written. You are really insightfull! See you soon.
By Anonymous, At October 28, 2006 at 1:21 PM
Odat-
I'm glad you're enjoying Lileks--it makes for good lllness reading, as long as you avoid the Gallery of Regrettable Food. Check out the Permanent Collection of Impermanent Art and get well!
Misanthropster-
That always gets me down. You try to figure out if she's a victim or is guilty of self-destruction, and the answer is really unclear.
CEO-
Thank you--and thanks for stopping by!
By Crankster, At October 28, 2006 at 1:30 PM
I'm so sorry. When someone you know is so obviously in deep trouble with his own soul as well as the law, it diminishes all who care for him as well.
Please do keep us informed as this gruesome and terribly sad story unfolds.
By heartinsanfrancisco, At October 28, 2006 at 9:24 PM
Hearts-
That's a fascinating take on it. The notion of diminishing is interesting, as it addresses the way we contract when faced with danger.
Thanks!
By Crankster, At October 28, 2006 at 10:43 PM
Wow, what a sad story of decline. The most unfortunate of combinations, smart and unbalanced. Lots of us think of living off the grid, but most know it's too impractical to pursue. Willingness to commit violence seems the ultimate cross over into insanity.
By Anonymous, At October 29, 2006 at 8:23 AM
Lee-
I thought about that, too. After all, committing a capital crime in order to avoid roughly three years in jail seems like insanity. Of course, I soon realized that the Commonwealth of Virginia is not likely to accept the idea that violence is, by definition, insane.
By Crankster, At October 29, 2006 at 9:16 AM
I guess I think all crime, whether it be petty theft, assault...or something as terrible as killing, all stem from some slip in sanity. Something, somewhere pushes people beyond civility. Sometimes it could be starvation, drugs,or a chemical imbalance. Insanity could be the reason but not a good excuse.(I think)(I'm still working on it in my peabrain)
By Anonymous, At October 29, 2006 at 10:21 AM
Just because someone is insane does not mean s/he is not capable of committing a calculated crime, so I am betting on the fact that Will heard little voices that told him to be bad. Maybe he'll get some treatment in prison, so the real Will can come back in time to be executed. Sad story.
By Anonymous, At October 30, 2006 at 11:45 AM
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